I admit it, few weeks before, it's like such an easy thing for me to forget him. It's like I can just forget him in a blink of eye. But anyhow,till this very moment,I still can't.
It is so hard. Spending over 2 years besides him, taking care of him and do everything to make sure he's all right.Sometimes when I try not to think of him,I can't. Because the fact that all these years with him,I'm the one who always be by his side. It's like my responsibility to take care of him. And each days, the feeling getting stronger. No matter how hard I pushed myself to hate him, I can't.
Now, I really don't know our condition. He's still trying, and yes, he's changing a lot. But based on my experience, this may be just temporary. So I really don't know how should I feel. Should I feel happy ? or instead of happy, I have to feel angry ?
Hurmm. Life's so complicated. It's like playing Sodoku. Hahaaaa.
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