making up..

27th April 2011.

Dear blog,

Today,he try to convince me about our relationship. I'm glad that he'd realize that I'm priceless. One of a kind in the world. He admitted that he can't ever find a girl that will stand by him like I do. A bit touched there but still,I can't easily accept him.

The way he said his words,with those sorrow eyes,i definitely sure that he miserable while i'm gone. He'd cried . Said that nobody can take care of him like I do. Long hair and a bit messy face, I can't believe he's the one that  I love. Sing "Hanyut" by Faizal Tahir at the restaurant. Makes me melt but still, I won't compromise.

Yet,there's something that makes me really touched. Ask me to marry him. And it will be next year,as soon as he get job. I know, he try to convince me that I'm his everything but that decision, with a serious tone i ever heard from him. Makes me wonder,how serious he is. And yes, he is serious.

Dear blog,

As he asked me for another chance, more clearer, LAST chance, i'll give him this chance. Prove to me that he love me like before, and still, I won't hesitate to leave him , if he ever hurt me after this..

Last but not least, he promise me, to be like the old one. Be beside me, like I do for him..Dear blog,pray for us,if there any chance for us to have happy ending, we'll proceed. Anyhow, if there's no ending like that for us. We accept it..

So,Afiq Aizuddin,prove it !

* Still thinking, is this the right decision ?