untitled.

On the 1st day of Aidilfitri,it was your sister,Qilah and your cousins,Lisa and Iffah, they've called me. Their voice that I've been missed so much. Feels like I'm there,together with them.

When I listen to the plan of your sister,to buy the same Adidas watch,to have an outing day with me and other two,seriously,tears rolling down my cheeks. If only she knew what's exactly happen between us. But then she said "Kak Qis dengan Along kan dah putus, biarkan je dia. Dia gila" and once again, tears falling. Means that everybody knew it. Except my family. How can I tell them. Even yesterday my grandma had asked me about you. It hurts me a lot. To answer those questions that I myself can't even find the answers.

And today,is my birthday. Unlike the previous years,you are the 1st person that wishing on me. But this years, nothing from you. I bet you didn't even remember the date. But it's okay. I've grew stronger since last few months. And I think I'm ready enough to let you go.

You'd tell me about your feeling and I'd told you about mine. So I guess, you'll be happy with those two girls and even though this will take times,I'm sure that one day,you'll be totally forget me. It's okay with me, because I'm the one who decide to be like this. I rather be alone than sharing the love that will finally hurts me. and I rather love myself than love anyone else after this.

So I guess,being 21 will help me to be more matured and help me to keep moving on. May God bless me and yeah, Happy Birthday Balqis !