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Monday, May 21

new me in the making.

Alhamdulillah, aku masih lagi mampu bernafas sampai hari ni. Walaupun sangat-sangat busy sampaikan tak sempat nak update blog, aku masih lagi ingat kat cik blog. So cik blog jangan sedih-sedih.

Okay, about the title. Actually it has been a few days since I started my healthy lifestyle. I've been on healthy diet in about a week and will continue this. After tons of leteran from my mom, I decided to give a try on the diet. I mean, make some exercise and control my eating habit. I realized that I must do something to be different like before. 

Before this, I always pray to God so that I wake up in the morning and become someone new and I can go out and look for another happiness in me. Until I had a deep thought on my last broken relationship, which is I had to become someone new to prove to him that I can go further by myself. Luckily I got friends who understands me and give me courage.

Since last week, I've been controlling my eating habit, check out the nutrition content before eat any products and eat in small amount. Yes, I've been comfortable to do so and I will continue as long as it do not affect my health. And a few days back then, I started to have a regular exercise. I mean, jogging in order to sweat myself. 

Firstly, it is very difficult for me as I had no stamina at all but after a few times, I think nothing can stop me for being healthy. Seriously, I want to become health and beautiful. 

It is one of my dream, to become gorgeous and walk in front my ex so he would regret of what he did to me. *evil laugh* And I keep on my mind that if I achieve a healthier lifestyle, I deserve a better person ( I mean, much more handsome and much more care of me). 

And well, I think I had found someone. I mean, its not that I'm totally in love with him. It is just that, he can cheer up my life and give me strength when I'm alone. Well, thank you so much, that you made up my day with your "good morning" texts and brought me sweet dreams all night long with your warm "good night" wishes. But liking somebody doesn't mean that I love that guy. It is just I feel appreciated with all those actions.

And people, I think I had to go. Still had lots of works to settle and I will write as soon as I can. Till then, Good Bye.

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