what if.

what if there's a day that you keep thinking of the person that you miss so much.
people said,if we miss a person,that person is actually missing us too.

but all i can see here is,no matter how hard or how strong the feeling is,
when the person is no longer yours, you can't deny it.
so,i should learn to live without that person.

yes,i did. and i'd already been living away from him for almost 3-4 month,
since the 1st day we get this serious crisis.



but now,it is just like a nightmare.
wake up and the first thing across in your mind is his face.
you can't deny that. yes,you can't deny the feeling.



however,for how long,i should be like this.
i have to go on. keep my life being on the right track.
get rid all those nonsense feelings.
and i'll keep trying. until one day,
when i wake up.there will be no face of you anymore.


keep praying. and keep trying.
May God bless me. and give me the strength.