tons of tears

what i suppose to feel...if i ever knew that someone else is there for you..waiting you,adore you..hoping for you..loving you as mush as i do..what should i do ? who am i for you..am i your girl or i am your damn stupid ex girl ? which one ? so today,let me get this things clear..

FOR HIM

-after 2 years,why is this happen ? i'd sacrifice everything..i bet u'll never find a girl like me..so sila la trus terang dgn saya..ape kedudukan kita? sape saya pd awak ? sape dia pada awk ?

- i dont fucking care if we had to be separate..saya susah nk percaya awak da..whatever it is,even awk betul-betul ikhlas sekalipun,susah tuk saya percaya..kalo nk,dapatkan balik kepercayaan sy pd awk..

- 2 years,awk sndri pun thu,awk yg mulakan hubungan ni..awk yakinkn sy,we look great together..but now what? saya ke yg rosakkan hubungan lama awk ? sy ke yg cari awk ? sy ke yg gnggu awk ? ape-ape pun,sy nk sendirian,harap awak faham even sy thu awk xkn baca sume ni..

FOR HER (whoever she is)

-1st,its not me yg mulakan..ask him !

-2nd,i think the "damn stupid ex-girl" should be you,coz i never break up with Afiq Aizuddin yet..

-3rd , pity yourself rite ?

-4th , if you read this,come see me..kita jmpa girl & girl..lets see what will happen..

-5th , i will let him go if he want to..but if he dnt want,dont ever interrupt us ..

** so sorry coz entry ni emotional..daa..wish me the best..